I’ve been keeping a distance away from alcohol. That horrible drunken night in 2009 shook me up so much that I’ve not been wanting to drink. When I finally drank last Saturday for some social stuff, my tummy felt really queasy after just 2 beer and 1 glass of wine. It seems that my body is rejecting alcohol totally and in a way, I’m kinda glad. I’m heading back SG for chinese new year, and I’m really trying to stay away from drinking friends.
I’m saying no to jogging. The past months of 5km run, thrice a week, seems to be bringing up my old injury. The muscle insertion point of my right knee is hurting like hell again and it seems that my left knee is getting the bad treatment too. Sigh. It could be the way my feet land, but well, i can’t seem to correct it after so long. Knee guards don’t help at all. After some research, it seems that cycling is a much safer sport to the joints. I’m switching, before I have to say no to high heels simply because of my knees again.
I’m frowning at how irritating Kelly is getting. She frowns at people who drink and smoke and even made a point to say that she is proud for not even attempting shisha. I feel like giving her a slap. Well, striving to be healthy is good. But to infringe your thoughts on other people is not. Sometimes, people who are too goody shoes and too morally principled really get on my nerves. We all live our own life.
I said no again to the guy whom I rejected by saying he was too small down there. (I forgot if I had blogged about this incident in details…) He contacted me again to try his luck again, but I shut him up by confronting him with more negatives. I said he was too assumptive, thought too highly of himself and had a major issue with handling criticisms. BUT he still wants to meet up with me. Sigh. I always thought I was evil, especially over anything that’s formulated in words, and apparently, I’m not evil enough.
I’m stopping myself from helping friends to pay in advance for dinners and drinks. Money matters do suck. On one hand I want my money back. But on the other hand, I feel bad for pestering them to return. Fanny must be thinking that I’m a bitch because I texted her to return me that mere hkd$150 that she owned me a month back. But well, it’s money after all. I don’t earn big bucks.
On the last note that I can remember, I’ll say no to sleeping late and waking late. I realise time flies too fast if I wake late. Many work and personal stuff are pending and I have to get it done. That includes figuring out how to make full use the digital camera that Bestion bought for me for xmas. Hmmm…
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