The weather is getting so erratic. I thought winter was over, but these few days, it had been really chilly. And it’s making me really sleepy because it’s just soooo comfortable to hide under the blanket. The heater I bought doesn’t really keep me warm. Stupid purchase. I hope winter and the northeast monsoon goes away soon.
I had weird dreams recently. Couldn’t have more drama in my dreams. Getting struck by lightning, having to go through a custom guarded by soldiers, and finding myself agreeing to Bestion marrying other girls. I feel tired when I wake up, but yet, I know I was deep in sleep because… for the first few times in my life, I didn’t hear my mobile phone ring when it did. So much for priding myself as a light sleeper.
I can’t do work at home anymore. Productivity dropped to the minimum because of the dim and yellow lights, as well as the convenience of food in my refridgerator. And yes, the bed. And of course, the privacy to surf porn, or even to masturbate. Seems like working at a cafe forces me to be good and be efficient. That said, I realised my favourite site had been hacked… and I’m now waiting for it to be restored because the other sites really sucked.
I ordered Mcdelivery after stopping it for a month. I was just lazy to head out and face the cold weather. I had 1 mcchicken burger, mcwings, sausage muffin with egg, fries, strawberry sundae, lemon tea… and I still have an unopened box of nuggets waiting for me. Honestly, I’m still hungry but I think I’m already killing myself with excessive salt. Thinking if I should head over to gym later so that I’ve no excuse to start work late or end work early tomorrow.
I’m waiting for a work reply. That freaking delay is pissing me off badly – probably because I really want to move on and stop waiting for such unknown. I need something to look forward to in Hong Kong. Something legitimate. Something that’s mine again. Something that I can control. End of March, I’ll know my fate. Hopefully, no more delays.
I’m feeling a lil EMO. Maybe it’s PMS. Certain thoughts drifting around in my mind but I keep snapping at myself to regain my rationality. Urgh. I crave for a beer now, but I know I’ll risk getting all teary and upset once the alcohol effect kicks in. Never drink when you are down because you will just feel worse – more so if you have no one to talk to. I’ve tried and tested that many many many times. Proven.
Oh my birthday is next month. I’ve started to come up with a list of items that I want, but then I realise, my friends and family are all in Singapore. There’s no one that I can send my list to and irritate them by making them buy things for me. Haiz. Friends here would just probably get me dead drunk if they know about my birthday. So I’m keeping it quiet… real quiet… shhhh…
I’ve got a feeling that one of my close friends knows the existence of this blog. She was saying “so are you going to blog in your secret blog?”. Urgh. Not sure if it’s just a figure of speech, but hey, if you know, let me know. It’s kind of silly to be hiding things when someone knows about it all along. I don’t wanna be THAT kind of idiot. I’ll prefer to ‘fess up and hope you don’t judge too badly.