I’m seeing myself much clearer these days.
The game is so natural in me.
I make friends. Bond with them. And then I lost interest the moment I made them feel close to me.
No, I wasn’t playing games.
Somehow I find people no longer interesting when they start opening themselves up and sharing their life bits with me. (But wait, isn’t that supposed to be known as ‘bonding’?)
Turns out, I appreciate more the process of discovery, the process of getting people to like me (that’s flirting, isn’t it?) and the process of remaining mysterious.
That’s why I say again, the game is so natural in me.
I’m not sure if I like this, but well, I’m getting bored again.
Well, when friends open up to you, doesn’t that make you want to know them more? That’s equally exciting, isn’t it?
that’s like receiving a present. 99% of the joy comes from the notion of ‘unknown and a surprise’. at least for me.